This is just me musing around, it's just a lot of my reflexion on things that go on in my life and the world.
I'm you've read the first page, you know I am in fact bisexual.
Before you comment or roll you eyes, I'd like to dispell a few myths. I am NOT confused about my sexuality. I'm NOT greedy, needy, slutty.
What I am, Monogamous, loving, caring and open minded.
Bisexuality is something I alway was. Since I am bipolar, I had a sex drive very early and so experienced with both sides. Girls and Boys and liked it both.
One thing is I never was in the closet. I just didn't broadcast it. I saw no reason to do that afterall, my sexuality is not who I am.
From my point of view, I alway found heterosexual or homosexual people odd. I never understood how they can be so narrow minded as to reduce their critera of lovers to a single chromosone difference. XX or XY. I understand it's not a choice, it's just weird to me. But I find it wrong to equate someone with their body parts...
Maybe it's just me that grew quicker than most mentally and spiritually. I was maybe 15 when I stopped caring about the material world and instead concentrated on the emotional and spiritual world.
Altough it's a subject for another rant, this is one of the things that drew me toward shamanism. It's all about freeing yourself from mental shackles.
Does anyone else hate this word. I'm not a grammar nazi by a long shot but it's just wrong. Homo; One - Phobia; Fear. The homophobic people aren't scared, they're just narrowminded, jugemental and trying to impose their beliefs on others.
There's a quote I found that is both funny and reflect my belief well.
"Religion is like a penis. It's fine to have one and it's fine to be proud of it, but please don't whip it out in public and start waving it around... and PLEASE don't shove it down children's throats*." *Slightly edited
I'm not going to single any group in perticular, but I think every religion agree that it's the sinner (in this case the gay) that gets punished. Not the guiltless. So why can't we just get along? If it's really a sin god should take care of it.
Love, Sex and Friendship
On thing that I believe in is that these concepts aren't nessesarily a package deal or exclusive to one another. It's possible to love someone yet just be friend. Much like it's posible to have sex without love.
For example, I'm in love with my best friend. Thing is he's completly strait. But I still cuddle with him when we watch a movie, We take care of each other when in need and I don't feel like he owes me anything and vice-versa.
I love him as a friend and I love him as more than a friend. But sex isn't going to happen. Guess what? I don't care! Sex is not the goal or purpose of a relationship.
Here ends my semi-coherent rambling about Sex and life. Hope you enjoy. Feel free to comment if you want to discuss.