this was just written out of boredom
darling, this love story has turned sour, and my faith is slipping away. the world is fading out and i am getting a sinking feeling that i can't shake. every dream turns into a nightmare that i can't seem to wake up from. i can do nothing more than wander restlessly in search of a way to wake up, get back on my feet, regain my faith, and finish the story that started this horrible chain of events.