trust myself??Mature

A rythm about how i cant trust myself, even to trust others, and what it feels like.

Chorus,

   how can i rely on any fucker else when i cant even trust myself?? i try to buckle down to find some sense, bt none is found inside my head, there's nothing, nought but spider webs, i'd fucking drown in life or death, lay on the ground and slice my neck while i'm praying loud like the bible says.

Verse 1,

   this trial breath is quite cool, yeah, but i might fall then slide toward death. i thought that i could get my whole head and ride through shit and smile with my life all pegged. am i fooled?? yeah, my life's bulshit. but it's quite cool when my eyes fall in and i spy all the things from which my thoughts spring. it's crazy shit, yeah, but not really. well it maybe is, yeah i got fears, see they're deep within me, they seep and my ears bleed, they freeze and they steer me to being a fear spinx. they creep in, i hear it, they've sneaked in, they're here, shit!! i'm leaving, beware bitch i'm being replaced with a seething big hairless demon thats careless, and seeing my head gets beaten and then split.

Bridge,

   trust myself?? yeah right, fuck that, fuck, im out i dont care, im a dumb twat. i love my doubt, im rare, im like up, and im up, why now?? im scared that i'll come down.

Chorus,

   and how can i rely on any fucker else when i cant even trust myself?? i try to buckle down to find some sense, but none is found inside my head. there's nothing, nought but spider webs, i'd fucking drown in life or death, lay on the ground and slice my neck while i'm praying loud like the bible says.

Verse 2,

   these lies all get my mind all vexed, till im full with some vile shit. i was born with a child bliss and i thought it would dry all tears. i was fooled it's some cycle shit, cos life'll flip like a spitful bitch. it's quite cruel and your mind'll split and life'll bring the violins. it makes me think, 'where the fuck will be the crazy prick' yeah a cunt's in me, there deep, it eats me, it feeds me discreetly, it keeps me free cos it needs me completely. the need's mad, i fear it, fuck me man im here with the demon i share with concieving the next twist that seeps in my head with beliefs that just aint shit. it's just me up against it and i'm feeling my head split.

Bridge,

   trust myself?? yeah right, fuck that, fuck im out, i dont care, im a dumb twat. i love my doubt, im rare, im like up, and im up why now?? and im scared that i'll come down.

Chorus,

   and how can i rely on any fucker else when i cant even trust myself?? i try to buckle down to find some sense, but none is found inside my head. there's nothing, nought but spider webs, i'd fucking drown in life or death, lay on the ground and slice my neck while im praying loud like the bible says.

Outro Bridge,

   trust myself?? yeah if i could man, but i've ducked right down and i swear that i should man, i'll shove my doubt right where i might bust back, but times up, im out, im dead, and im fucked now.

Outro Chorus,

   and it's too late to rely on any fucker else, so i guess right now i'm stuck im hell, it's up, oh well, as i float down, i'll go round like a cyclone, now, why a load of frown lay around?? cos if you're psycho now your mind'll melt, and this life dont help, my mind goes round, thats how i know now that im sold out.

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