Thoughts for 4-21-2014Mature

I'm so fucking...angry. It isn't the kind of angry that makes you want to be proactive, or the kind of angry that makes you want to change the source of your anger. I don't want to change the source- I want the source to get the fuck out of my life. I want to bury his fucking name and never pet it see the light of day again. I don't want him to get hurt, or die, or any of that stupid fucking hyperbolic angsty bullshit. I just want peace of mind, and that can't fucking happen when his name gets mentioned to me every fucking day. He had the audacity to ask our friends if I was really "that pissed off". Are you shitting me? You told my friends that life was easier without me. You tried slut-shaming me for shit I HAVEN'T EVEN DONE. You said you had been "absolved" of me- so tell me, why shouldn't I be pissed off?

I honestly just can't get a fucking break at this point. I just want silence, but the world keeps fucking screaming his name. Fuck him- and fuck anyone who decides they want his name to come up around me. I don't have time for all of this tupid SHIT.

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