Think whatever you want to think because I'm through trying to make a solid path. It will present its self to me.
She's moving and all I can think about is how I will never likely see her again,
Her beauty is a curse to me and it so strong that I there is no need for a full moon to change mind at the switch!
All I can do is think and dwell on the day we had our evening and how perfect it was.
I non-stop dwell and sink, and sink further in my gray gloom!
If I had took the step two years prior to the day we had each others company maybe then I'd win.
Maybe have a plan that doesn't lead me closure to my six-feet under.
Granted I'd be different and I'd accept it.
But, I'm a sociopath and strive on neglect, failure, pain, loss, being damned.
And honestly I'm getting sick of looking back on all the chances I had.
Someone please just take me in the back and put me down.