The Apology Song

Note: this is a depressing song. Basically, there's been lots of times when I feel I've gone and ruined things. Leaving people, losing people, blowing things out of proportion. And I really feel I need to apologise to them but I'm too scared because most of the situations have passed now and people have got over it, or I'm frightened that they'll be angry at me. So this song is basically at least about ten apologies in a random mess. So yeah.

The Apology Song

This is my apology to you
For everything I've put you through
These are words I'm never gonna say to your face
Because I'm just not that brave
I'm not begging for forgiveness
'Cause I know it's difficult to forgive this
Please, just listen to me now
I'm never gonna say it straight to you but I want to tell you somehow

Never meant to hurt you,
I know I went too far
Didn't mean to desert you
Didn't think this'd be so hard
To say
And now I've gone and lost you
'Cause I pushed you away

This is my apology to you
For everything I've put you through
These are words I'm never gonna say to your face
Because I'm just not that brave
I'm not begging for forgiveness
'Cause I know it's difficult to forgive this
Please, just listen to me now
I'm never gonna say it straight to you but I want to tell you somehow

It's all my fault
'Cause I was only thinking of myself
It's not your fault
'Cause drifting away just can't be helped
You are someone I love but
Now I'm holding unfair grudges

This is my apology to you
For everything I've put you through
These are words I'm never gonna say to your face
Because I'm just not that brave
I'm not begging for forgiveness
'Cause I know it's difficult to forgive this
Please, just listen to me now
I'm never gonna say it straight to you but I want to tell you somehow

Everything I want to say, this is where I say it
I'm sorry, and I miss you, but I just don't want to replay it
So I'll leave you now, let you get on, now I've said my piece
And if you never hear this, I've got it off my chest at least

This is my apology to you
For everything I've put you through
These are words I'm never gonna say to your face
Because I'm just not that brave
I'm not begging for forgiveness
'Cause I know it's difficult to forgive this
Please, just listen to me now
I'm never gonna say it straight to you but I want to tell you somehow

Somehow

The End

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