The date when Idina would leave for college rolled around sooner that I'd expected. Though I was rejoicing in my newfound peace in God, the thought of Idina going away to college certainly put a damper on things. I'd just found Idina again; was she really going to be torn away from me so soon?
No. I refused to think about Idina going away. After all, we still had two months left before she moved. I didn't take the time to prepare myself for Idina's absence because I didn't want to think about it.
Anyways, it wasn't like it was going to be the first time that Idina moved away. After all, she'd already gone down to Arizona, which was far more than two hours away. Compared to Arizona, the college would seem only a snap away.
Still, though, I didn't want to think about being away from Idina.