You know how I've talked about some months of my life being a blur? Well, the first couple months after Idina's homecoming are another big blur. I really wish I could tell you experiences from that time of my life, but honestly, I can't recall much at all. Basically, there were feelings of rejection and scrupulosity. That's pretty much all I can remember.
So allow me to skip ahead to one of the worst days of my life, the day my armor finally came crashing down.