It's been a month since I promised to do a daily log. How plans can falter, at a moments notice. I've been slowly losing myself. I don't know what to do.
Chaos: Kick your worries out the window. Just let yourself go, be free.
I've been.. more emotional these days. They.. want me to express myself more.
Chaos: It's alright. What's so wrong with that? Let it all flow out!
Boco: Yeah! Just let it all out!
Chaos: Like hell, you're not getting in this one. *Punt* Get the %^&* out!
I don't want to.. not now. It may get out. Something that I have rarely shown. It.. scares me.
Chaos: Live like no other and it will all be okay. There is nothing to be afraid of.
I don't want it to come out again. Not again; not now.
Chaos: This will all blow over, if you just trust me.
I can't do anything without it behind all of it.
Chaos: Here is a tip: Break out of your shell.
I.. I don't know what to think. Everyone is making my decisions for me.
Chaos: Enough of them, let's talk about us.
What should I do?
Chaos: Make us whole.
Why am I like this?
Chaos: Align your heart!
Where am I?
Chaos: Live my anger!
Who.. am.. I?
Chaos: Let me out!
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No, I won't let it happen again. Not like last time!
Core: There's our creator's spirit!
Chaos: Shut up! Shut the #$%^ up!
My friends know. They know what I can become.
Sane: Good work, boy. You're almost there.
Chaos: No! I almost had him!
Crisis: It's alright, Chaos. Maybe next time?
Chaos: Says the 'Holier than thou art' guy.
Crisis: Let's not bring that up again.
These guys don't. They don't know what I can become. What I release..
Boco: Don't worry, they'll all love me soon.
They will never know. What my anger is like. Never again, will I succumb to the anger, to the temptations.
Chaos: Damn it! I almost had him too.
I'll keep going with my life, one step at a time. One conflict after another.
Thank you for reading my little... scene. I hope you enjoyed yourself. I know I did.