Love - My Worst Enemy

Note: It is not easy for me to post this. It goes deeper into my emotions than I ever did with writing. So few lines might be wrote that only I will understand.

Here I will put possible ideas for my lyrics. After I will finish with this concept album, I will put everything together - story and the order of tracks. I hope you will enjoy reading this and any critique is more than welcome.
Also, I would like to know what you think I was trying to say through my lyrics!

My dreams were like a butterfly
Lifting off into the brightness
Killed by reality's darkness
God knows I tried so hard
To ignore those voices of hope
I never thought I would be able
To give my heart to anyone else
Reality made a choice for me
Torturing my last voices of hope
They changed into whisper
Slowly fading again
Thinking I am safe
They come back shouting
In vain

My love became my worst enemy
I found someone worth dying for
Dying daily as I lay in my coffin
Closing my eyes
Dreaming for hours
As the hopes shout at me
Making me weak, making me cry
With trembling fingers
I put your picture to my heart
And oh God I tried
To ignore my heart
Maybe I am lunatic
Hanging desperately on those
Threads of my
Dearest desires

My dreams were like a butterfly
Lifting off into the brightness
Killed by reality's darkness
God knows I tried so hard
To ignore those voices of hope
I never thought I would be able
To give my heart to anyone else
Reality made a choice for me
Torturing my last voices of hope
They changed into whisper
Slowly fading again
Thinking I am safe
They come back shouting
In vain

I want to sin
But can I live with the shame?
I want to believe
But can I take the pain?
I want you to be happy
But can I be selfless?

I'm afraid to take a step
Into my shaky dreams that could collapse
And this time my wings
Will not save me

You are my beautiful nightmare
That haunts me with every heartbeat
That sours my blood to make me write this song
That will never meet your sight

My dreams were like a butterfly
Lifting off into the brightness
Killed by reality's darkness
God knows I tried so hard
To ignore those voices of hope
I never thought I would be able
To give my heart to anyone else
Reality made a choice for me
Torturing my last voices of hope
They changed into whisper
Slowly fading again
Thinking I am safe
They come back shouting
In vain

I want to sin
But can I live with the shame?
I want to believe
But can I take the pain?
I want you to be happy
But can I be selfless?

The End

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