it's funny how a few harsh words can change the course of today and make me feel like i'm nothing like i'm worthless like i'm sad and yet i'm waiting in the dark here for someone to to tell me that i'm not really so useless not really just a pile of crap but it doesn't feel like it it feels like i'm hurting because of the words - cutting me deep, so deep, so unnecessary, just another abusive comment that i can't take on a day that's already filled with tears ...