starring at me like a statueMature

this ones about a teacher ho decided to talk to me and she got a bit personal and i didnt really wanna talk and all because i didnt do my homework


just like my broken down bus
you cannot prove that I was lying
just like a bat with no eyes
you could not see that I was crying
inside, inside I was pleading for your mercy
but no matter how hard I tried
to make you stop your perfect attempt at changing what I am.
so you carry on ripping out my heart and turning my blood to mercury
thick, thick poison, that’s pumped into my heart
from the anger and anxiety you give
when you decide you want to talk
talk about how I’ve wronged
and how you are right

I hate it when you when you make me want to reduce
and hold myself back
back from the life I know I could have
and sometimes I don’t think your even aware of it
the irony sickens me
sick to death with your voice staring at me
staring at me like a statue
a statue that follows my shadow
follows me wherever I go
can’t kill it, can’t erase it
just have to hide away in the darkness

finally you decide to let me go
to leave me like the little boy in the corner
thinking about what he’s done
what he could’ve done right
what I could’ve done right
what I did wrong
and the only way I can delete it from my mind
is by writing some shitty song

sick to death with your voice staring at me
staring at me like a statue
a statue that follows my shadow
follows me wherever I go
can’t kill it, can’t erase it
just have to hide away in the darkness

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