I can't stand this anymore. I wish they would all disappear. But instead they have to %$*# up my life. They say they understand but they don't. They say they know what I'm going through but they have no idea. My life is twisting around and there's no way out. I now understand why people kill themselves. To escape a life of pain and loneliness. They'll never understand my pain. They'll never understand what's going on in my mind. But they will one day soon. That's the day that keeps me waiting. The day where they're whole fantasy of "The Good Girl" will disappear. They will see they fury and anger building up inside of me. I will unleash everything that I have ever thought about them. Then they'll see, There's a Darker side of Me. A side they relishes in the thought of blood and pain and torture. A side that will make them hide from me. A side that will burn every thought of the "Good Girl" from memory. Then I shall have my day. A day where they will think twice before harming me. A day where they will know exactly how I feel. All the pain and depression they've put me through. All that talk about how he's not good enough and "Oh, he'll just hurt you." And yet she's with the same *%*^er who has ruined everyones' life. And now after what happened she says "I'm done." What the %#%% ever!!! Give it between 1-5 days and she'll be back with him. Having him eating our food and useing our money while she goes and $**@s him. Honestly, I'm so glad I don't look up to them because they're disapointing. She tells me I need to be a strong woman when she goes and %!*@s dip @#%*. She's told me twice that a guy wasn't good enough when both are a hell of a lot better then him. And he......well lets not get started on him. I'm just so alone. I have no one to talk to. My life is completly ruled by them. I know it's suppose to be but still I can't take this &^#* anymore. I just...need to get away. Far, far away. If you have read this thank you and I'm sorry for cussing and if this made you depressed. Comment if you will like to. Thank you.

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