Listening to Classic FM while writing this page. I barely spend a day without feeling like killing myself. Sad is not a word worthy of what I feel right now, nor is despair . None the less I am trying to put a label to these feelings. They drag my energy down to a point I just want to sleep all the time, which is also not true I just want to die.
I hate the commercial's in between songs that try and sell me a product I either know nothing about or could not care less about. In either case it just influences my dislike of social living. Why are we here ?