In my better moments I remenber the laughter.
In my worst moments I remenber screaming "please don`t.."
This is also who I am...
There is a part of my mind I have shut down out of necessity.
A place so dark it threats to eat my soul away(what is left of it),and leave me an empty broken shell of what I was...
Places I dont like to recall.
There are smells and colours I avoid in pain.
A book i dont read because the story describes home too well...
In a place I call memory land I sit and ponder about.
So these days I avoid a lot of things because it makes life more simple.
Some of you would say.
"You are not living."
You would be right.
Sometimes I am not.