Places I don`t go

In my better moments I remenber the laughter.
In my worst moments I remenber screaming "please don`t.."
This is also who I am...

There is a part of my mind I have shut down out of necessity.

A  place so dark it threats to eat my soul away(what is left of it),and leave me an empty broken shell of what I was...

Places I dont like to recall.

There are smells and colours I avoid in pain.

A book i dont read because the story describes home too well...

In a place I call memory land I sit and ponder about.

 What if?

So these days I avoid a lot of things because it makes life more simple.

Some of you would say.

"You are not living."

You would be right.

Sometimes I am not.

The End

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