Nothing Beautiful About Atheism

I've decided to post this set of lyrics separate from Judgement.
If you are a believer, judge this work purely as a written piece. I don't want to start a roaring debate. I just needed to put my feelings into words.

Nothing Beautiful About Atheism (23/07/2013)

I walk a thin line every single time
I see another lover of him
I keep my mouth shut
Just ignoring my own thoughts
It gets so hard

And I'm not trying to be close-minded
'Cause I see why you believe
That this something helps you
But I'm struggling to cope

'Cause every memory of him
Is nothing good
False beliefs and broken dreams
That's all they ever were

I feel at ease
In this non-belief
And I just can't see
How you blindly trust it all
To be what it's meant to be

I'm holding my tongue
Not saying a thing
But I need to rant something
'Cause its getting hard
To keep it in

When you believe in a god
It's so easy to romanticize
How do I make something like atheism
Feel beautiful and right?
When it looks so dull
From the outside

Oh, every memory of him
Is nothing good
False beliefs and broken dreams
That's all they ever were

I feel at ease
In this non-belief
And I just can't see
How you blindly trust it all
To be what it's meant to be

I enjoy the freedom
Of not feeling like
Every move I make
Is going to be judged

And I enjoy the chance
To explore everything
Every possible life-choice I could make

But, every memory of him
Is nothing good
False beliefs and broken dreams
That's all they ever were

I feel at ease
In this non-belief
And I just can't see
How you blindly trust it all
To be what it's meant to be

Keeping it to myself
It's like me telling you to hide your faith
But no one wants to hear
About the guy who doesn't believe in a god

And I can understand
That it can give you strength
But I feel more powerful
Knowing I do it on my own

Yeah, every damn memory of him
Is full of pain
False beliefs and broken dreams
That's all they ever were 

Praying to nothing more than an illusion
Finding no aid to lead me to water
And I just need to write something to say

I don't believe
And it's hurting me
To have to keep quiet
'Cause there's nothing beautiful
About atheism

The End

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