Wonderful, Merciful Savior,
I told You "I love You" tonight. I knelt and prayed to You for the first time in ages. And this time, I truly BELIEVED.
No, my problems haven't been solved. It'll still take a long while before I am rid of these lies. But tonight, I BELIEVED that You heard me.
I know now that I'm not alone in this struggle. YOU ARE HERE...and You have been here...and You will be here. FOREVER AND ALWAYS.
I know that I won't always feel You like this. And honestly, this time, I don't feel sudden elation or crazy-in-loveness, like how it's been in the past when I'm close to You. This time, it's a still, small Voice that reminds me You're here.
I love You.