It's been a long time since I've told You I love You. I guess I'm afraid to love and lose again. I don't want You to reject me. I don't want You to reject me. I'd hate it if You would reject me. I guess I'm expecting it, though. That's why I'm not telling You I love You.
I guess I have this hope that if I feel guilty long enough, THEN You'll forgive me. But that doesn't seem to be working.
Something's wrong with my method of earning salvation.