I've been having SUCH a hard time with anger and jealousy toward Idina. She has everything I want.
But...I guess I have all I need.
God, I'm such an idiot! Today was one of those DUMB days when I waited until eveinng to commune with You. It's ridiculous! Why do I do the SAME STUPID THINGS, over and over and OVER again!
I'm still pretty numb inside. I don't know how long it'll take for me to be as raw as I used to be.
And still, I'm precious in Your eyes.
I LOVE YOU!!! ♥ ♥