Am I lukewarm, God? Am I halfway in, halfway out? Please, give me direction. I feel like I never know what to do!
I feel like no matter where I go, the desire for MY OWN IDENTITY plagues my mind. I'm constantly trying to find SOME way to develop my own identity - of myself. It seems like everyone else has got it together, but not me.
Do You know what hurts so much? The fact that guys probably consider me as "unattractive" or "so not likable." And I'm pretty sure they feel that way. :P Oh, well. My identity's in YOU, God. And I'll try not to let IDIOTS (a.k.a. guys, since they all seem to go for FLIRTS) get in the way.
Ahhh. So hard!
I am YOUR CHILD. That's ALL that will EVER MATTER.
I LOVE YOU!!! ♥ ♥