Only Faithful Friend,
I admit, Lord. I got pretty close to self-harm, but I decided I would never, ever do that again.
God, what is my purpose here? To support, but NEVER be supported? Who supports me, God?
Who supports Idina? Like, everybody I know! That's an exaggeration, but she's got this whole support system. Do people think I'm strong enough to not need them?
Maybe I am stronger than I thought.
Maybe...maybe this whole thing has made me...stronger.
All this time, I've considered myself weak. But Lord...maybe, You're making me stronger through all this pain. Maybe You're refining me for something bigger.
I LOVE YOU!
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