My Lover ♥,
Savior, I've been majorly struggling with salvation. Sometimes, I feel saved...but often, there's this doubt screaming, "You're unsaved!" at me. I often feel SO UNFORGIVEN. I think Faith is the least spiritual gift I have, at least when it comes to trusting Your promise that You have saved me.
Why, God? Why do I feel so much like I'm unsaved? Granted, the doubts have become fewer, but there are still days when I wonder...
Still, God, I am trying to trust that You will never leave me nor forsake me! I have been trying to improve my quiet times every day with You.
God, thank-You so much for being You. Thank-You for saving me and loving me and watching over me, even when I'm such a PAIN!...
I LOVE YOU. ♥