02-21-2011, part two
Okay, I was going to be done writing, but writing letters to You is so addicting!
Lord, thank-You so much for my passion for writing and reading! You truly are Remarkable. I hope whatever I write will reflect You, O Lord.
God, my mind just keeps straying back to [one of my best friends]. It's so hard to know what to do with this impossibly difficult situation! God, I want to support her, but sometimes I don't know what to say. Or I know what to say, but I'm afraid she'll take it the wrong way. Gahhh. Why do I have to be the most inadequate counselor EVER? I know people need their friends to LISTEN, but listening doesn't seem to be making much of a difference right now. I want to help her, God, but how?
And another issue. It seems like all my friends - or almost all - have some sort of harmful issue in their life - anorexia, serious guy problems, major doubts etc. The more people I know, the clearer it becomes that people aren't strong. Only You are a reliable Friend, because all people will fail and fall. We're so fallible!
So...I love You. Long story short. That's it.