Define Me (Part I)

From this chapter and the ones that follow will all be the entries I wrote after the event occurred. It mostly consists of journal entries but also a few poems. I poured my heart out into this. And I intend it to share it with you in hopes of it reaching anyone in the special way that God had reached me that night. 

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My Beautiful Savior,

I've always wanted You to define me - to take me on a special journey, possibly through a dream or vision and guide me to my identity. My prayers to You have always consisted of some wish that I want You to fulfill but never once did I ever stop and ask to myself: Enough of what I want God to do, but what does He want from me?

Tumbling upon each mistake I make in misjudging myself, and in the result questioning You and Your presence. I know You're there, listening to my every prayer but the uncertainty that follows always feels unavoidable.

| Maybe God doesn't really care. 

Don't say that! Of course He does!

 Really? How can you be sure?

God will never desert me. I just know it. |

The End

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