My foolish self

You walk past me making my heart flutter,

But you don’t notice it at all.

And,

When you ask me a question,

I don’t want you to remember me.

My foolish self…

 

Is this just a childish crush?

Can it be stopped if I control myself?

Oh how deep the wound feels,

I hope it’s okay.

 

No matter how hard it is,

I’ll pull myself together,

And tell myself,

That I’m not the one for you.

 

My foolish self,

I must stop now,

If I don’t then it can lead me to a painful ending,

I don’t want that,

I must endure it.

 

Can I do it?

Is it possible?

Can I make it without shredding a single tear of sadness?

My foolish self.

 

I am living in my own world now,

But the world is filled with such misery.

Only you,

Can make it feel happy.

But that’s sort of impossible…

 

My foolish self,

I must stop now,

If I don’t then it can lead me to a painful ending,

I don’t want that,

I must endure it.

 

Can I do it?

Is it possible?

Can I make it without shredding a single tear of sadness?

My foolish self.

 

Without a single word,

I bear it all alone,

But the pain is still dug deep in my heart.

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