"Untitled - Life is Pain"

I want to feel nothing
No pain, no happiness
Happiness leads to pain
When it leaves anyway
I'll just cut pieces of myself
Wondering how much I have left
Of myself
To care, to love, to be.

Terrified of loosing
Who I am
Afraid to look back
Cannot deal with the past
I don't want to leave in pain
I can't escape it
Life is pain

I want to feel nothing
No pain, no happiness
Happiness leads to pain
When it leaves anyway
I'll just cut pieces of myself
Wondering how much I have left
Of myself
To care, to love, to be.

The worst kind of hate
Is a hate towards yourself
Burning all the feelings out
Want to go through this alone
No one around
Just me fighting myself
Life is pain

I want to feel nothing
No pain, no happiness
Happiness leads to pain
When it leaves anyway
I'll just cut pieces of myself
Wondering how much I have left
Of myself
To care, to love, to be.

Giving up such an easy option
Quick escape from the nightmare
I look around
Disappointed faces, forgotten devils
Looking at me with sympathy
Waiting to take me away with them
Life is pain

I just cut my pieces away
And I will pray
That someone will collect those pieces
And not throw them away

The End

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