"Runaway"

My dreams collapsing
Right before my eyes
My optimism?
I will just go
And let it die
Sometimes is just
So easier to run
With all your problems
Chasing behind you

Running away
Ignoring all calming voices
They are probably fake anyway
Hating the life spinning
Totally out of the control
Tears coming down
Mixing with my blood
On my trembling hands
I closed myself in my own world
My summer ended

My dreams collapsing
Right before my eyes
My optimism?
I will just go
And let it die
Sometimes is just
So easier to run
With all your problems
Chasing behind you

Running
Falling
Cutting
All my life
Is like I found myself
In endless loop
And I cannot break free
All promises broken
Beaten up to death
Happiness couldn't win
The war with my hatred
Toward myself

My dreams collapsing
Right before my eyes
My optimism?
I will just go
And let it die
Sometimes is just
So easier to run
With all your problems
Chasing behind you

Another scar to add to collection
So bittersweet
Relief and shame
Feeling so surreal
Is like in the movies
Depression closing me in
Dead end
No paths to walk along anymore
I am too scared to move
To feel
Maybe it is just too late
For me? 

The End

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