"Don't"

Don't come close
I am afraid to get hurt
What I had become?
Afraid, put in a cage
Past experiences
Push me away

Don't say you love me
Because it just
Means pain to me
You say that you won't leave me
But I heard that before
And look at me now
No joy, no laughter
I am just silent
Drowning in my own personal hell

Don't come close
I am afraid to get hurt
What I had become?
Afraid, put in a cage
Past experiences
Push me away

Please don't care
Because if you will be gone
I wouldn't survive that pain again
It was far worse than hell
Don't try to save me
I think it is too late
Don't try to change that
When I just managed
To accept how broken I am

Don't say compliments to me
You know I will just disagree
It was all said before
In this hell I thought was love
The fire consumed me
When my "soulmate"
Just walked away
Leaving me gasping for air

Don't try
It hurts to see
How much you want me
To be happy
But the experiences
And the pain
Left scars
That will never heal
And this is how I ended up
Scared to love
Wanting to runaway
I will never be free
Stuck in this nightmare
That only just began

Just please
Please, don't love me
Just please
Please, don't love me
Just please
Please, don't love me
Because I am not sure
If I can love again 

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