"Never ending wrong choices"

Why I always lose
Something I love
Everything goes wrong
I just have pieces of my heart
Ripped away with no mercy
And they will come back
Broken, scared, but strong
To torture me
Leaving me insane
With memories

It is too late
You let all my demons
Free, making me crawl
All my insecurities
Came back again
I walk into the darkness
Hoping you will not see
How broken you left me
Please, hate me
I could start then
To hate you back
Easing pain in my heart
You made me realise
That our fairytale
Was nothing more
But a big lie

Why I always lose
Something I love
Everything goes wrong
I just have pieces of my heart
Ripped away with no mercy
And they will come back
Broken, scared, but strong
To torture me
Leaving me insane
With memories

You killed all my dreams
Without any mercy
Quick!
There is still some hope left
Kill it too
So I know there are
No more dreams
No more hope
Leave me by myself
With my dead dreams
Darkness will swallow me
Only when I will
Let those dreams go
I will be able to
Catch my breath again

I feel like
I got caught in
Never ending loop
Of wrong choices
But the worst choice
I had ever made
It was to
Love you again 

The End

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