"Black"

I look at the mirror
Suddenly my image fades
New one comes
The world isn't black and white anymore
Is just plain black
It was just so long
I don't feel the same
Never ending rain

Loosing a grip
My screams echo in my head
All the things that were said
Are running through my mind
Leaving me in endless agony

Desperately holding on to the same
Schemes and things I already know
But they did change
And I find myself lost
Into blackness
Everything is so familiar
But yet so unknown
I feel this world left me alone
My soul is changing into rock

I want someone
Just like St.Peter in the Bible
To build something on that rock
Before it will be too late
And the rock will become a desert

Loosing a grip
My screams echo in my head
All the things that were said
Are running through my mind
Leaving me in endless agony

Scared to be close to anyone
To show black mind
Black soul
And black heart
People say I can win with the blackness
But I just don't feel
Strong enough

Loosing a grip
My screams echo in my head
All the things that were said
Are running through my mind
Leaving me in endless agony
I pray my happiness isn't
A history 

The End

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