a man and his life
i dont want to feel this pain any more, i dont know what to do to help me. im sick of taking the pills and i dont want to talk about it there is only one last thing to do. all the money and all the women and all the sweets in the world wont help me now . i hate my job i hate my life it just never ending. and i try and i try but it wont stop is it me or is it them that is hurting me . have a party to stop it all its not work you only meet more and its to unkind. you take the poison you say a few thing you really wanted to say you kiss and take then you go a lose control, and end it all. then your on tv ,in the paper your famous now they all care dont know why they stand and stair and bring flowers and cry im not sure why. they didnt know that i wanted to die .