Feeling kinda of absent minded and a little ruff around the edges of my fragile mentality.There is this irk or awareness of glum.But then again maybe that is because i feel no longer in control of certain events in my natural life,steps that had been taken in order to be by myself have taken a no turn or even a a full stop.
Works makes me not unhappy but still, there should be more and not less,more of share and less winning.Goals achieved and not just doing a lot of heavy lifting and no nonsense existence where only the lame and stupid are rewarded.
I am aware that it sounds a lot like winning and it is,but I feel i can`t talk to my direct in command about what rotation of staff or the unbalance of quality in the same.
And every day i return home i feel that i have accomplish nothing,so where thus this lead me ?
In search of a new place to work ?
Maybe,but seriously,there is no sense of belonging anywhere at all.