I hate you guys. I love you guys. I don't know. You all got on my nerves. I wanted better friends. You were all judgmental, pestering, trying to change me. Trying to make me do things I didn't want. But I stuck with you. You were all I had in this fucking stupid town. I hung out with you, Erin. We drank Monster and talked about boys. Laura, I did stupid kid things with you. It was moronic. Vanessa, I did nothing with you. I hated you the most. You were bipolar. I hated you. I hated you all, actually. You did nothing to make my life any better. You made it worse.