Almost a year.
How am I going to live through this Monday?
I don't even know whether to send Grandma a birthday card. Isn't that just too much of a reminder? How do I deal with that?
I can't bear it. If someone asks me what's wrong I'll break down, I know I will.
Another year has passed. Does this always happen? Does it always feel this way? I thought it would get easier over time. I thought by now it would be just something in the past and I wouldn't miss you any more.
I can't bear it. How long until I go through this all over again?
I don't want to lose someone. This doesn't seem like how it should be. Why is life so full of loss?
It's almost a year.
Have you forgotten me?