He broke my heart. This is me trying to get it all out.
Dear You know Who you Are.
You will never know how I feel. You cant understand why I am like this. I lie awake every night, crying and cursing the fact that I'll never be enough. Not for you, not for my friends, not for my family and not even for me. You can never understand the pain I am in. I try so hard to let you go because everyone says that if I love you Ill let you go and you don't come back then it was never meant to be. But I can't. Because I love you too much to let go.