How did I get here.
All my friends, the few I had are all growing up.
They are all changing ,having fun.
Being in college and just living it up.
I'm stuck in the same old town , babysitting and working.
I'm stuck in this hole I made and it's all my fault.
It gets lonely here sometimes, I need more friends to confide with.
I need to start living my life, I need to move on but how can I move on?
I scared of being ordinary.
My life is a scribble that I want to earse but it's too precious because I know where it began.
I want to move onto the next phase in my life, I have no idea what I'm doing anymore.
I'm a failure and a disappointment.
I do not want to be stuck anymore.
I want to be free from this hole :/