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Proud of Me - 29/6/13

I really wish
You could hear the yelling in my head
Maybe then
You'd really stop it when I say
Stop joking about your health
It's not funny
'Cause I love you like hell

You're not allowed to go
Not till I've done this no
I swore to you that one day
I'd make you proud of me

So stop making pointless jokes
Stop claiming you should've
Died long ago
Stop acting like it's nothing
This is kind of serious dummy

You're not allowed to go
Not till I've done this no
I swore to you that one day
I'd make you proud of me

So you're not allowed to run away
Not allowed to disappear
Oh, no
I'm going to make you proud of me first
Just you watch and see
Stay alert

I spent so much time being a disappointment
I'm not unaware of that fact
Taking turns you never approved off
Struggling with things you never understood
But if there's one thing I'm going to do
It's make you proud of this daughter before you

So you're not allowed to go
Don't you joke about it oh
You're not allowed to leave
This place anytime soon
I still need you

And I'm telling you
I'm yelling it at you everyday
I'm going to make you proud of me
Going to make you glad you put up with me
Going to make you see
I was worth all the worry
So you're not allowed to go
You're going to stay right here

The End

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