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Biggest Fool (9/11/12)

Aren't I just the biggest fool?
Thinking I could get through it this time
This year it'll be different
Who was I kidding?
Nothing ever really changes

Doesn't matter how hard I stare at the mirror
The red eyes aren't going away
And the wet cheeks keep getting wetter
What's the point in even trying
To recompose myself
Cause the evidence screams loud and clear

So many little things in a day
So many different instances
For pain to grow a little
And I'm not going to throw blame
But maybe you should realise
You're not the only one hurting inside

Doesn't matter how hard I stare at the mirror
The red eyes aren't going away
And the wet cheeks keep getting wetter
What's the point in even trying
To recompose myself
Cause the evidence screams loud and clear

I worked so hard
To get so far
And here I am
Right back at the god damn bottom
All those times resisting
Those urges for nothing
Cause it's there
Another scar
Another mark
Another lose

Doesn't matter how hard I stare at the mirror
Cause my eyes are growing blurrier
And I don't have the time
To call you tonight
I'll put it off again
The words I want to say

Cause you don't get it, no
What can I do to help with your troubles?
All I can do is listen
But you won't talk
No matter how hard I push
So don't get annoyed at me
When you're feeling stressed
It's not fair

No
And here I am
Fighting again
From square one
Oh, again
I thought I made it through
But it turns out
I'm the biggest fool

The End

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