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Hate   (20/6/2012)

There's all this hate in my soul
I know I should let it go
But I can't, Oh
I know it darkens my thoughts
Twists my imagination
Down cruel roads

I need this rage inside
Even when I'm running from everything
I cannot get by
Without this hate by my side
It's an old friend of mine
And I wear it with pride

Confession time
Father don't condemn me please
When things go bad
I'll cry and hide my fear
Then I get mad
'Cause fear is such a weakness and it hurts
To recall every single burning thought

I need this rage inside
Even when I'm running from everything
I cannot get by
Without this hate by my side
It's an old friend of mine
And I wear it with pride

Stop looking at me
Stop judging away
What do you know about it anyway?
Do you know what its like
To have your heart destroyed?
To trust someone who damned you
Who ruined so many things long after they'd gone

I need this rage inside
Even when I'm running from everything
I cannot get by
Without this hate by my side
It's an old friend of mine
And I wear it with pride

He was the one in the wrong
He was the one who did the crimes
He was the one who led my innocent soul
Astray
And now it seems like I'm committing sin after sin
I drench in my own self-hate
I mistrust strangers
It's a fight against myself not to tear at my own skin

I need this rage inside
Even when I'm running from everything
I cannot get by
Without this hate by my side
It's an old friend of mine
And I wear it with pride

Oh, I need it
It's the fuel that carries me
When light has died inside
I need it
Because then some of the words
You say to me
Might just make sense

Then that means I have to accept
He was just a foolish boy
He didn't understand
what his actions meant
And I cannot accept
that kind of fact
Because I need to blame someone
I need to hate someone

The End

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