so. really bad break up with boyfriend today.
well, ex boyfriend.
Anyway, i feel like utter shit, and it hurts so bad. I no longer know what to do. i always hurt the people i love most because I'm a jumbled up mess of sharp bones and warm blood. I'm barely even alive.
fuck this shit. fuck feelings, fuck everything. I'm gonna watch every Johnny Depp movie there is and eat pizza and all sorts of other shit until I'm fat and unattractive and don't have to worry about love anymore.