I can't do this anymore. I can't look and see thousands of posts and wonder "Why aren't I writing?" I can't put words down on paper, and my notes are a jumbled mess of plot with no substance, no setting no mood.
I'm working now, and that's great but, I honestly cannot write anymore, and it's in part due to the way this site is. I am bombarded by new posts, the front page is covered in them, and it makes me feel inadequate as a writer. So I need to leave. It won't be forever, (I hope) but I am literally out of stories to write. Every time I write, it's not my voice, it's someone else screaming out. I'm sorry, but I'm done.
I love you guys but I can't take the constant bombardment of posts without feeling like I'm a horrible author.
Until my ideas come back, I'm not going to bother trying to write because I've tried a million times.
If you want to reach me: Damienleniart@hushmail.com or https://www.facebook.com/pages/Damien-Leniart/120766851447086 is the best way. Message the page to get to me.