and ill probably give in, being the weak person that i am, but i will try my utter best.
i cannot do this anymore.
as i drown,
and float up to the surface,
and am dragged steadily down.
I WILL NOT.
I GIVE INTO TEMPTATION TOO EASILY,
LET MY LIFE AND THINGS I MUST GET DONE
WASTE AWAY BEFORE MY EYES.
i have let writing
tear me apart.
no longer will i allow it to do so.