Stop with the tears, the tantrums, the screams and the looks. I can't do anything. I know it's eating at you, eating away but only you, and you alone can deal with this. I've tried too hard to crawl out of the depression and each day I feel myself slipping back there. I'm not a child anymore, I never was. Being mean to me won't helo things or bring them back. You did this to us, you did this to them. And most of all when your blaming everyone else remember, you did this to yourself. So stop crying, get up and do something because this won't go away by it's self. And frankly, i'm done.