i wish i had the courage to put away my gunMature

this is where song writing began for me, a girl i know was feeling down i wanted to write a song, she told me why she was down and this is what i came up wtih, the best bit is she loved it, it made her happy and then she recorded it

Seventeen years of my life and I still feel impatient
crying black tears, but black tears are kinda
ssssssswish i had you here so we could cuddle up and die
i’d love to see you try
but when you have your problems
you just get up, open you wings, and fly
Chorus
fuck that, fuck trying
i deserve dying
every tear that i bleed
without a sense of crying
fell to the ground
when i found out you were lying

feeling cold, feeling empty
its not the same without you here
i wish i could dream forever
cause thats the only place you appear
yet im stuck here with my shotgun
trying to make it clear

fuck that, fuck trying
i deserve dying
every tear that i bleed
without a sense of crying
fell to the ground
when i found out you were lying

I wish I had the courage to put away my gun
pick myself of the ground
turn around and run
from all the pretty faces left in my past
but yours will never leave me
and forever it will last

fuck that, fuck trying
i deserve dying
every tear that i bleed
without a sense of crying
fell to the ground
when i found out you were lying
fell to the ground
when i found out you were lying

The End

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