Writing is not the only creative medium that exists. I always say that if you don't enjoy something to the point where you practically need to force yourself to do it then you aren't meant for it. True skill only comes from the intrinsic love of a craft and the obsession of pursuing it. For no sake but the desire to do so.
There are great comedians that always wanted to be rockstars or rappers. Famous painters that wanted to be writers, famous writers that wanted to be painters. Dictators that wanted to be painters. Maybe try something different, maybe you'll find you're better at it and you can still use the same creativity that writing lets you use. Maybe in the end, you'll like it better.