Future...what does this word mean to me? I have no clue, not a single one. Where do I go in a year or two? I used to have this plan, dream really, that I'd be a doctor or maybe even a lawyer, at least that what my dad said I should be the way we're always debating and everything. i would always say a doctor but then somewhere between then and now ive forgotten where i want my life to go. Neither one of those futures are mine anymore. When i was visiting colleges earlier this year the guides had said we really wouldn't have to choose a path until later in our school year, as in the third year or something, but what if i don't find what i want to do even then?  i guess it means something that i'm not looking forward to because i do not even know what my future is going to be about.