Sunday, July 31st, 2011Mature

“I will bless the LORD, who hath given me counsel.  I have set the LORD always before me: because He is my right hand, I shall not be moved.  Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoices: my flesh also shall rest in hope.  For Thou wilt not leave my soul in hell… You will show me the path of life: in Thy presence is fullness of JOY; at Thy right hand are pleasures forevermore.” (Psalm 16:7-11)

 

            I don’t know what to say has happened to me other than a miracle.  All at once, I suddenly want life and all that comes with it.  The relationships – including their pain and joys… I want it. 

            It was weird, but on Friday I talked to mom and said just the opposite: that I didn’t want to get better.  And then, goodness, I don’t know, God just inspired me with the desire to fight for life, for a full life.  It’s gonna be hard, but I know He’ll help me.

            This weekend was the church Young Group trip to Chicago.  It was so much fun!  And this morning, one of my friends and I had a really good talk.  And guess what?  I talked, and about stuff I really felt too!  I can do it!

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