“I will bless the LORD, who hath given me counsel. I have set the LORD always before me: because He is my right hand, I shall not be moved. Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoices: my flesh also shall rest in hope. For Thou wilt not leave my soul in hell… You will show me the path of life: in Thy presence is fullness of JOY; at Thy right hand are pleasures forevermore.” (Psalm 16:7-11)
I don’t know what to say has happened to me other than a miracle. All at once, I suddenly want life and all that comes with it. The relationships – including their pain and joys… I want it.
It was weird, but on Friday I talked to mom and said just the opposite: that I didn’t want to get better. And then, goodness, I don’t know, God just inspired me with the desire to fight for life, for a full life. It’s gonna be hard, but I know He’ll help me.
This weekend was the church Young Group trip to Chicago. It was so much fun! And this morning, one of my friends and I had a really good talk. And guess what? I talked, and about stuff I really felt too! I can do it!