Thursday, February 24th, 2011Mature

I lied to mom today…

            She asked if I was still making myself throw up and I said no.  Ugh, why, why do I lie?  That’s gonna hurt her worse in the long run.  Why am I so, SO selfish?  I can hardly stand it!  But obviously I can stand it ‘cause otherwise I would change.  But all I think about are my STUPID, IMAGINARY, FAKE “problems” and they so consume me that I’m blind to everyone else.  And then I start bemoaning my “lot” and thinking how “awful I have it” when the COMPLETE opposite is true.  Heloooo, you’re the one with the perfect life!!!  GET. THAT. THROUGH. YOUR. HEAD!!!! 

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