Tuesday, December 14th, 2010Mature

My counselor asked me today why I’m staying in this place, this place of believing I’m not deserving.  I couldn’t answer… I don’t know why.  She asked me what I’m getting from staying in this frame of mind that keeps me here.

            There is so much going through my head that I honestly can’t sort through it all.  It’s just a jumbled mess of confusion and fear.  I don’t know where to start… Maybe that’s what’s keeping me here: lack of knowledge of how and where and really why to begin.  And what, actually, am I beginning?  I don’t even know that.

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