Sunday, October 24th, 2010Mature

Please, someone please tell me it’s ok for me to eat, that I’m not a weak, disgusting glutton if I want to eat.  Will someone just care about me and how I feel apart from my ED?  It’s selfishness – all horrid, disgusting selfishness!  I hate myself for wanting something so readily available to me but that I close off to.  So, of course, it’s my own fault that I’m feeling this way!  Therefore, I shouldn’t get what I want because I’ve always had it but never received and taken it for myself ‘cause that would’ve been selfishness.  And now it’s all just selfishness.  

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